I was supposed to go to dinner and a movie tomorrow night. With Dee. She called tonight to cancel, asked for a rain check. She has a friend going through a divorce who has a former partner who is threatening all sorts of bad things. I know what that's like. I know that fear. I feel terrible that she's going through this kind of stuff.
Dee's going to her house tomorrow night to change all her locks and install some window guards. After a long day working out in the heat, she's going to go help a friend. She's really good hearted that way. It's one of the things I like the most about her. That and the fact that she swings a hammer as well as I do. *wry smile*
Still, I'm disappointed. I was so looking forward to tomorrow night. Rain check. Future date undetermined since school starts Monday and I'll be doing road rally most nights and weekends. Marching band, Jazz Band, Football games kind of road rally. Until November.
I feel awful for being so disappointed. How flipping selfish of me. I know that fear. I know what it's like to be willing to do anything to feel safe in your own home.
Some days I really suck.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
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You're only human. To feel disappointed when something you've anticpated so much is cancelled or post-poned, it is natural.
I'm sure you thought a good thought for Dee's friend and for all who must and have endured all she faces.
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